The Canadian Federation of the Blind is a non-pro.t, grassroots organization created by and for Blind Canadians. Its mandate is to improve the lives of blind people across the country through: blind people mentoring blind people; public education about the abilities of blind people; advocacy to create better opportunities and training for blind Canadians. The long white cane is a symbol of empowerment and a tool for independence. With proper training, opportunity and a positive attitude, blindness is nothing more than a characteristic. Blind people can do almost everything sighted people can do; sometimes they just use alternative techniques to get the job done. We are educated. We have skills. We are independent. We are parents. We are teachers. We have wisdom. We represent the same range of human diversity, strengths and weaknesses as any other sector of the population. The CFB would like to realize a positive future for all people who are blind. A future where blind people can .nd employment; a future where blind people are valued for their contributions; a future where blind people are treated like anyone else. This future involves you. No matter who you are, blind or sighted, you can work with us to realize this dream. Together, we can create change in our social landscape, for the real barriers blind people face are erected by ignorance and misunderstanding. Help us achieve what we all want: to be treated with dignity and respect. Join us today and be a part of the solution. Our Philosophy We are not an organization speaking on behalf of blind people; rather we are an organization of blind people speaking for ourselves. We believe it is respectable to be blind. We believe that with proper training and opportunity, blind people can compete on terms of equality with their sighted peers. We believe the real problem of blindness is not the lack of eyesight. The real problem is the lack of positive information about blindness and the achievements of blind people. The Blind Canadian Committed to the A publication of the Canadian Federation of the Blind equality of blind Canadians The Canadian Federation of the Blind (CFB) is a not-for-profit, entirely volunteer, grass roots organization, incorporated on June 2nd, 1999. The Blind Canadian offers a positive philosophy of blindness; serves as a vehicle for advocacy and civil rights; addresses social concerns affecting the blind; discusses issues relating to employment, education, legislation and rehabilitation; and provides news of products and technology used by blind people. We publish two issues annually of “The Blind Canadian” targeted at informing members of the general public about blindness and issues blind Canadians face. It is the leading publication of the CFB; it covers the events and activities of the CFB and addresses the issues and concerns of blind Canadians. Look for the magazine at www.cfb.ca in print, Braille, or audio downloadable form, or request a physical copy. Thanks to an agreement with Public Sector Publications, businesses are offered the opportunity to advertise in the print edition; the print magazine is widely distributed. To add individuals or community organizations to the mailing list, please email us at: info@cfb.ca. EDITOR: Doris Belusic COVER DESIGN: Gail Copp COVER PHOTO: Joanne Gabias ADVERTISING COORDINATOR: Public Sector Publications For advertising opportunities call: 1-800-663-1563 Email: prepress@public-sectors.com The Blind Canadian welcomes articles, resources and letters to the editor for possible publication in The Blind Canadian. For further details, subscription requests or to make a submission, contact us at: Canadian Federation of the Blind Mary Ellen Gabias, President PO Box 8007 Victoria, BC V8W 3R7 Phone: (250) 598-7154 • Toll Free: 1-800-619-8789 Email: editor@cfb.ca / info@cfb.ca Find us on Facebook • Follow us on Twitter: @cfbdotca TABLE OF CONTENTS Blind Woman Fights for a Chance at an Independent Life, by Edward Hill, Victoria News/Black Press...........................................................................................................3 In Canada: The Blind Left Behind, by Dr. Paul Gabias................................................6 Blind Turned Away by B.C. MLAs, Letter to Editor, by Graeme McCreath.........................7 National Federation of the Blind (NFB) Training Centres ........................................10 Ode to a Philanthropic Investor, by Thelma Fayle.....................................................11 Getting the Word Out, by Mary Ellen Gabias ......... ......... ..........................................13 Changing Fear into Hope, by Nancy Gill and Mary Ellen Gabias .............................14 Reflections, by Maria Kovacs ......................................................................................17 Light on the Path Towards Independence: My Empowering Experiences at the NFB of Washington 2013 State Convention, by Heidi Propp ....................................18 Help Blind Canadians by Donating Aeroplan Miles .................................................23 The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind (PTCB): Blind People in Charge on Vancouver Island, by Elizabeth Lalonde .....................................................................24 My Panterra Eco Cruise, by Erin Lacharity .................................................................27 On the Buses in Victoria, by Doris Belusic ...................................................................34 Breaking Down Barriers: Blazing a Trail Towards an Accessible World Wide Web, by Heidi Propp...............................................................................................................36 The Blind Leading the Sighted? by Frederick Driver .................................................40 A Salute to Starbucks! by Doris Belusic .....................................................................47 Recipes! .......................................................................................................................47 Gifts to the CFB...........................................................................................................52 Blind Woman Fights for a Chance at an Independent Life By Edward Hill, Victoria News/Black Press, February 8, 2014 Reprinted with permission Heidi Propp navigates through her house with ease, and finds her computer. Her Braille translator allows her to read the screen line by line, or to program code for web design, one of her favourite hobbies. Blind from birth, the 35-year-old Colwood woman appreciates the safety of her parent's home, but is itching to find a job and a measure of independence. But making that leap to what sighted people might take for granted – crossing the road, catching a bus, cooking, shopping – requires intensive training, the kind offered nowhere in Canada. “With the travel skills I have, I can't use the bus, and I can't cross busy streets,” she says. “I don't have the travel skills to learn the route from my house to the bus stop to downtown.” Propp has received some cane training from the Canadian National Institute for the Blind, but certainly not enough to allow her to safely walk from Kelly Road to Sooke Road and catch a bus. For day-to-day outings, she is reliant on handyDART, an appreciated but oversubscribed service often with more clients than seats. “I really rely on handyDART to get from place to place at this stage. If that doesn't come through, you stay at home or call a cab. That's not conducive to getting a job,” she says. Propp and a number of advocates for the blind are lobbying the provincial government to help her attend the Colorado Center for the Blind. Students spend up to nine months honing their senses and mastering skills of everyday life. Propp has $13,000 scholarship and needs $27,000 to cover tuition, but she has an offer the province might find hard to refuse. The Colorado Center will cover her costs up-front, in return for the province paying it $900 per month that would have gone to Propp for disability assistance, once she returns and finds a job. She's keen to work as a computer programmer, or to help train other people with visual impairments. “So there's no up-front cost to government and we'd like the government to pay what I would have earned on income assistance, so they'd lose nothing,” she said. “If the situation continued as it is, I'd be on income assistance anyway.” Colwood resident Heidi Propp, who is blind from birth, is trying to convince the province to help fund an intensive skills training program at the Colorado Center for the Blind. She is eager to get off social assistance and to move out of her parent's house, but there is little in the way of job and skills training for blind people in Canada. Edward Hill/News staff Elizabeth Lalonde knows the benefits of training for the blind. The Saanich mother of two graduated from the Louisiana Center for the Blind in 2010, where they learned self reliance skills. Like an army ranger dropped into the jungle at night, they dropped Lalonde 10 kilometres away from the centre. “They'd drop us off and we'd find our way back on our own. Once you accomplish that, it's like wow, it feels so good to get to that point,” she said. “You live in apartments, every day it's like you're working at a job. At the centre you're learning Braille, technology, cooking. We created a big meal for 40 people. It's a lot of confidence building. If you can cook for 40, you can cook for your family.” Lalonde launched the Pacific Training Centre for the Blind in 2011, which operates out of a scouts hall in Saanich. This winter she received a $50,000 grant from the Ministry of Social Development and the Disability Without Poverty Network, to teach employment skills to blind adults. “One problem is that all our participants don't have the skills to get to the centre on their own, but it is so doable. I take the bus every day with my two boys,” she said. “It's so vital to have these skills.” She models her centre off the Colorado institution, where it teaches “structural discovery” in complete darkness – even partially sighted people wear blindfolds. Students are taught to construct a map of their environment through the position of the sun, sounds of cars and people, and changes in the texture of the ground. Traditional training for the blind has focused on rote memorization of specific unbending routes such as between home and a job. “The expectations of the blind in society are terribly low. We're trying to raise the bar for blind people too. (Blind people) often don't know what they are capable of,” said Lalonde, who earned a BA in journalism and anthropology from the University of Victoria. “The model we teach is different, it's about empowering blind people and giving them confidence to learn skills and to take charge of their own life.” Propp attends the Pacific Training Centre twice per week where clients have trained in cooking and urban navigating, but the facility is still too small to advance her skill set to a place where she can hunt for a job. “I have no apprehensions cooking. I have apprehensions of getting hit by a car. There's not a lot of sidewalks around here. Sooke Road is tricky. I'm not confident crossing that street. Once I get that training and conquer that fear, I will totally catch the bus. It's the only way to be independent.” Propp also spends a few days per week in the gym with Graeme McCreath, a visually impaired physiotherapist in Saanich and author of The Politics of Blindness. He's helping Propp press her case for the government to underwrite her proposal to go to Colorado. McCreath, 67, who last year won a human rights complaint against the TC10K race, received job training for the blind in the U.K. in the 1960s, and worked as a typist and eventually as a physiotherapist. Skills training in Canada is virtually nonexistent and unemployment among the blind is extremely high, he said. The Canadian Federation of the Blind estimates 90 per cent of completely or mostly blind people can't find a job. “The system isn't kind to blind people at all,” McCreath said. “The unemployment stats are terrible. The majority of blind people never work, not because they can't, but because they're not given a little extra help.” McCreath expects that if Propp can't get skills training, she'll be on social assistance and living at her parent's house for the rest of her life. “You can't just pay someone $900 a month to go away. Why not give them a chance to contribute to society, and give them an expectation of a proper life.” editor@saanichnews.com © Copyright In Canada: The Blind Left Behind By Dr. Paul Gabias Editor's note: Dr. Paul Gabias and CFB President Mary Ellen Gabias met with three B.C. MLAs in their Kelowna area on November 25, 2013. Again, they discussed the need for funding for intensive blindness skills rehabilitation training for blind individuals who need and want it, specifically a Victoria woman (see previous article). Canadian society likes to think of itself as inclusive, kind, generous, supportive and egalitarian, but nothing could be further from the truth for blind Canadians, if the BC government has its way. At present, while each provincial government has its own subsidized medical program, these programs do not include rehabilitation to blindness. Some blind Canadians have been able to acquire limited amounts of rehabilitation, with a wide range of quality, scope and results, in addition to adaptive technology equipment and library services. This, through an ever-changing patchwork of service providers with diverse and unpredictable public and private funding sources. In Canada, unlike in the United States, there is no systematic funding mechanism to support blind people's adjustment to blindness, should the need arise. Guide dog schools in the United States and Canada have provided some blind people with guide dogs, but it is estimated that only 2% of blind people actually use guide dogs. There is no solid basis of public funding to help blind people master the skills and attitudes to effectively learn cane travel and Braille, two necessities in a total adjustment to blindness. Also, there is no systematic source of public funding to help blind people cope with the public's persistent, uninformed and negative attitudes about blindness, being blind or going blind. It is not only publicly-funded rehabilitation that is necessary for blind people, but it has to be the right kind of rehabilitation, for maximum results. It has to be rehabilitation that is rooted in the belief that through rehabilitation, the average blind person can learn to compete on terms of equality with the average sighted person, in all aspects of life, including the average place of employment. For blind and sighted people alike, employment is the key to independence, of course, but representatives from the government of British Columbia told us that a business case for government funding of the rehabilitation of blind people would have to be submitted to government before government would even think of funding the rehabilitation of blind people, given our government's fiscal shortage. It would seem that, in BC the employment of blind people is a last ditch affair, an afterthought, a back of the bus kind of operation, after everybody else has had a chance at the economic growth of this province. It would seem to me that, under Canada's Charter of Rights and Freedoms, and under BC's Equal Rights provisions, blind people, under Canadian and provincial laws, are equal to sighted people in their right to be adequately prepared for employment. Blind Turned Away by B.C. MLAs Letter to the editor, Kelowna Capital News Dec 20, 2013 Blind Canadian editor's note: Graeme McCreath is a long-time CFB member, author of 'The Politics of Blindness', and recently retired from his physiotherapy practise. To the editor: I live in Victoria, but friends of mine in Kelowna visited three members of the provincial government recently which prompted me to write this letter. Does a wheelchair user know what his chair is for? Obviously yes. Does an amputee know he needs a prosthesis? Obviously yes. So blind people also know what's best for them, right? Wrong, according to the B.C. government. Why else would the provincial Liberals insult knowledgeable blind advocates by disregarding what they suggest is needed for motivated blind people? No need to reinvent the wheel, they seem to say. But what wheel is that? The wheel of social dependency, fear of blindness, and the wheel of incapacity? A young blind woman sits in her family home in Victoria because she was never given the tools, the attitudes and the encouragement to succeed. There she remains because our elected officials feel they have no responsibility to give her the optimum training and abilities to succeed. They don't believe in her, any more than they believe in the capacities of the blind experts. Why? With negative attitudes about blindness, how can she possibly succeed? Just recently two very capable and successful blind citizens with years of personal and leadership experience for blind people, spoke with three Liberal government MLAs to make a modest request. A mere $36,000 is all it would cost to send her for training to help change this blind woman's life, but these MLAs refuse to acknowledge the need for her training, even though her ability to be a productive, contributing citizen will become a much greater possibility. Removing the burden of dependence should be a priority. Norm Letnick, one of the MLAs in question, did not completely dismiss the request but he did the usual political manoeuvre and created a diversion. Like reinventing the wheel, he suggested yet another study to justify what these blind people and most others already know. Although not available in Canada, there are three excellent comprehensive training centres for the blind in the United States where intensive work in positive attitude training about blindness, mobility, independent living and life skills are available to Americans, free of charge, through federal and state government subsidies. American students completing their stay of approximately six to nine months at these residential intensive learning facilities where positive attitudes about blindness are embraced, have a far better chance of living a productive and independent life. Statistical data on the outcomes of these US centres is readily available for these MLAs to quickly and easily review. The Minister for Social Development and Social Innovation, Mr. Don McRae, is, at present, engaged in consultation with people with disabilities. The Minister appears to have a disconnect with his fellow MLAs, or do they somehow fail to view blindness as a worthy “disability”? How genuine is the Minister if these well-informed blind advocates are disregarded and given the brush-off? So far, the alternative provided by government for many young blind Canadians is a life like that of this young Victoria woman—to remain marooned, neglected and never having the experience to have a normal life. Instead, her prospects are grim, having to permanently exist for a lifetime on a subsistence allowance. Varying young disabled citizens, including young blind people, need to undergo specific comprehensive training to help prepare them to function effectively. In Canada, paraplegics and others with similar conditions are given thousands of dollars in training to prepare them to live in a wheelchair. But in Canada, when you are blind, our society still considers us as incapable and worthless charity cases. All we're asking for is to give young blind, motivated Canadians a chance to become independent, contributing and respected members of society. Barriers for blind Canadians are social, not physical. Surely, Minister McRea, blind citizens should be given the chance to succeed and rise from second-class citizenship to full contributing Canadians. Let's show some leadership in giving all disabled people a chance, but especially let's change what it means to be blind in British Columbia. Graeme McCreath, Victoria, B.C. ********* More information about intensive blindness skills rehab training may be found in previous issues of the Blind Canadian magazine (also found at www.cfb.ca under publications): October 2013 issue: -An Absence of Intensive Blindness Skills Training and Rehabilitation for Blind People in Canada -A Blind Woman's Letter to Government Requesting Intensive Blindness Skills Rehabilitation Training -Rehabilitation Re-Affirmation Resolution 2013-2 -The Official Position Statement of the CFB Concerning the Rehabilitation of Blind Canadians April 2013 issue: -It's Been Two Years Since Rally -The Link Between Proper Blindness Skills Training and Opportunity July 2012 issue: -The Sorry State of Blindness Training in Canada -The Official CFB Position Statement Concerning the Rehabilitation of Blind Canadians -Rally for Change and Choice -My Journey at the Louisiana Center for the Blind -My Experiences at the Colorado Center for the Blind May 2008 issue: -Being an Informed Rehabilitation Customer – Making Wise Choices -What is Good Rehabilitation? -NFB-Style Rehabilitation for the Blind The National Federation of the Blind (NFB) in the U.S. has extensive information and personal testimonial stories about intensive rehabilitation. Please visit www.nfb.org to learn more. ********* National Federation of the Blind (NFB) Training Centres Presently, intensive blindness skills rehabilitation training is only available at these three centres: BLIND, Incorporated (Blindness: Learning in New Dimensions, Incorporated) Shawn Mayo, Director 100 East 22nd Street South Minneapolis, Minnesota 55404 Phone: 612-872-0100 Toll-Free: 800-597-9558 Fax: 612-872-9358 E-mail: info@blindinc.org Web site: http://www.blindinc.org/ Colorado Center for the Blind Julie Deden, Director 2233 West Shepperd Avenue Littleton, Colorado 80120 Phone: 303-778-1130 Toll-Free: 800-401-4632 Fax: 303-778-1598 E-mail: jdeden@cocenter.org Web site: http://www.cocenter.org/ Louisiana Center for the Blind Pam Allen, Director 101 South Trenton Street Ruston, Louisiana 71270 Phone: 318-251-2891 Toll-Free: 800-234-4166 E-mail: pallen@lcb-ruston.com Web site: http://www.lcb-ruston.com/ Ode to a Philanthropic Investor By Thelma Fayle Editor's note: Thelma is a strong supporter of the CFB and of its mission. She is especially concerned about the lack of quality blindness skills training available to blind Canadians. This poem is her initiative to help bring needed awareness to the issue. And, yes, like the poem says, she is looking for that special philanthropic investor. Thelma is a freelance writer in Victoria, B.C. Her latest publication is the book, “Ted Grant: Sixty Years of Legendary Photojournalism” (Heritage House), which also debuted at New York's Leica Gallery this April. Ode to a Philanthropic Investor I want to write a book – I want to sit at my computer and write a book that I wish had been written in Canada a hundred years ago. I want to write about five working-age blind people's experiences as they gain skills and confidence at a training centre in the U.S. I want to hear from the five people every week of the nine-month long, live-in program they attend. I want to take notes and ask them questions – and find out what is happening to them as they work hard to transform their own lives. I want to track what will happen to this group of blind Canadians, who have had to settle for less ­until now. I want to know what this chance to learn new skills feels like to them. I want to know if it is scary and exciting. I want to tell readers of my book what happens when working-age blind Canadians get a real chance – to learn at centres of excellence, instead of being shunted to a charity for a cane or talking book. I want to help sighted people understand that telling blind people to go to a charity to deal with their blindness is insulting. I want to make sighted Canadians imagine what it is like to be told to take the serious medical issues of their children ­to a charity. I want to try to begin to undo whatever it is that has shaped most sighted people's fear of blindness that causes us to shiver and shake in our boots at the very thought of being blind. I want readers of my well-researched book to know that blind people today, in Canada, have been diminished by condescendingly sympathetic attitudes about blindness. I want to write about the resolve of the five participants in a way that will inspire others in our community. I want to use my digital recorder – to capture the five participants laughing with a resounding joy that runs deeply through their whole bodies – when they come back to Canada and tell about the nine months that changed their lives. I want to describe how the five grew and gained confidence, and looked back on how far they've come. I want to watch their faces light up as I take notes about their most meaningful parts. I want to write about the exciting new jobs they search for when they come home and chase their passions. I want to write about how they feel about being able to get jobs and work hard and go out to a nice restaurant on a Saturday night – like everybody else. I want to interview the ones who will be inspired to follow in the footsteps of these five mentors from B.C. I want to dedicate my book to Ken Westlake, an accomplished, quiet and private man who stood up at the Canadian Federation of the Blind convention a few years ago and spoke joyfully and vigorously about how the program changed his life. I want to thank Ken for the chill he sent up my spine. I want to interview Elizabeth Lalonde and find out the status of her seemingly impossible dream – of opening an immersive training centre right here in Canada – one day, to be run by the blind, for the blind. I want to thank Graeme McCreath in my Acknowledgement section for his agitated and courageous voice in his book, The Politics of Blindness – we heard you, Graeme, we heard you. I want to wave my book in the air at a book launch – and shout out to the spirit of Helen Keller: “We get it, Helen, we Canadians are finally doing what you told us to do a hundred years ago.” But, I need $36,000 for tuition for each of five working-age blind Canadians to attend world-renowned independence training centres in the U.S. where they will receive essential blindness skills and pre-employment skills training – unavailable in Canada. Is there a philanthropic investor out there with a spare $180,000? ********* (Please contact the Canadian Federation of the Blind (CFB): info@cfb.ca or 250-598-7154) ********* Getting the Word Out By Mary Ellen Gabias Marc Garneau is a former astronaut and a Member of Parliament from Westmount, Quebec. He was a candidate for the leadership of the Liberal party and now serves as a member of Justin Trudeau's shadow cabinet. He was in Kelowna on April 17, 2014 for a series of public appearances. Paul and I attended a gathering focused on the needs of veterans. Marc Garneau quickly broadened the field of discussion. Members of the audience made comments and asked questions. Paul took the opportunity to explain that things for blind people really haven't changed much since Colonel Baker came home from World War I. Baker's idea of a charity to provide service was a notable advancement at the time. The times have changed for others who can count on government to provide at least a basic level of service. Not so for blind Canadians. Governments at all levels in Canada are hiding behind an outmoded blindness agency that serves itself. The audience gasped in surprise and horror. They really didn't know, but I doubt they'll forget. Sometimes the prospect of going to meetings with politicians is daunting and depressing. It's easy to become cynical and think of them as phonies who care only about the number of votes they can get in the next election. We must never forget that such forums can put us in front of fellow citizens whom we can educate. The people in the chairs probably will not jump up and start advocating for rehabilitation of blind people, but they'll remember what we said when they're asked for contributions to CNIB and they'll likely be supportive of CFB's issues instead. The audience clapped when Paul finished. I ended the discussion on a lighter note that I hoped would get the attention of a former astronaut. “CNIB is to blindness as Sputnik is to space travel.” I'm glad I had five copies of CFB's Blind Canadian magazine to give to Liberals in policy positions. We can be proud of our publication; it tells our stories and spreads our message well. Our race is a marathon, not a sprint. Every time we take a run at public education we not only get closer to our goals; we invigorate ourselves for the next leg of the race. Changing Fear into Hope by Nancy Gill and Mary Ellen Gabias Retinitis Pigmentosa (RP) is a sneak thief! When I heard that I have the condition, about thirty years ago, I didn't realize that it would not only steal my eyesight, but my self-confidence could easily be taken from me, too. Every year my eyesight diminished. First I lost the ability to see in the dark. Then, slowly, my field of vision (what I could see out of the corner of my eyes) got narrower and narrower. I've known for more than twenty years that I would eventually be blind, though I wasn't sure how much vision I would retain and for how long I would keep it. In addition to becoming blind, I also had a serious hearing loss. Together, this condition is known as Usher's Syndrome. It's the leading cause of deaf blindness in North America. As a young woman in my late 20's, with a little girl I was raising on my own, I didn't want to think about blindness. How terrifying! So I pretended nothing was happening. Yes, I checked out a few things, against my will, but at the insistence of those around me. But I kept saying to myself: "This isn't me! I want nothing to do with this!" I had a part-time job as a cashier at a grocery store and was doing fairly well. Sixteen years ago I had a second child. Life wasn't perfect, but blindness, my greatest fear, was keeping a polite distance – at least during the daytime. At night it was different, but I managed to get rides with friends and to create a social life that meant I never really had to go out alone after dark. Nothing lasts forever, not even denial. Slowly my eyesight worsened. Because of my congenital hearing problem, I hadn't done very well at school. I couldn't hear the difference between some consonants, so reading was difficult. I relied a lot on my memory to make my way in school, but never had the desire or the basic skills to continue after I reached the end of grade twelve. I was lucky to have my job at the store, since I've always been friendly and conscientious. I worked hard and became the union steward for my bargaining unit. Then the store changed its tills; suddenly I realized that I could no longer read effectively. I began wondering whether it was the tills or whether my eyesight had begun the long dreaded decline I'd been warned to expect. My memory saved my job. I had committed most of the product codes to memory and I could still read the totals as they appeared. But work, which had always been a source of fulfillment for me, became a cause of tremendous stress! Then one day I was watching a local news show from Victoria and heard something that began to change my understanding of myself and my blindness. Elizabeth Lalonde, then the president of the Canadian Federation of the Blind (CFB), was talking about blind people being proud of themselves and having limitless potential. She talked about the lack of services and training and the need of blind people to get together to help one another. "Wow!" I thought. "Nobody's ever talked to me about blindness in this way." So I phoned Elizabeth and began attending meetings of the CFB whenever I could. My eyesight was changing rapidly. It got harder and harder to read the tills at work. Friends in the CFB helped me to explore possible technological answers, including talking cash registers. But I had never been a reader and I'd resisted new technology; besides, my poor hearing made it very difficult for me to understand computer voices. Finally, about a year and a half ago, I decided that I could no longer continue in my cashier's job and that I lacked the technological skills to move into another position. Reluctantly, I retired. My CFB friends encouraged me to turn the disheartening loss of my job into an opportunity for self-improvement. They told me about the EATI program, which bought me a new hearing aid and paid for computer equipment and training. Through the CFB/ Lions' iPhone project, I received a new iPhone and CFB members showed me how to use the voice and large text programs built into the device. I still struggle with it, but I am beginning to realize that I do have the capacity to do well with technology. Last April, I took two scary but important steps. I applied to the CFB for a scholarship to attend the convention of the National Federation of the Blind (NFB) held in Orlando, Florida, the first week in July 2013. I also applied to the South Burnaby organization for a grant to hold an information and social night for all blind people in Burnaby, British Columbia, in September 2013. Thanks to the grant from the CFB, which was made available through the generosity of the Knights of Columbus, I was able to go to Orlando for the convention. I took my sixteen-year-old son with me, because I was terrified of travelling alone to a new place. I knew he wouldn't have that much fun leading me around, but thought that I could make it up to him by spending a day or two visiting theme parks in Orlando. My CFB friends had other ideas. They got my son involved and committed to activities with other people his age and I was on my own to sink or swim. Well, not quite. My friends happily accompanied me to meetings if we were going the same way, but they encouraged me to take off on my own and explore. As they pointed out, I would never have a better or more supportive place to challenge myself. If I had difficulties, volunteers were available to help. My friends told me to trust in myself and stretch my skills. I cried at first. Why couldn't they understand how scared I was? But they were both firm and enthusiastic. "We know you can do it, Nancy." I got so sick of hearing those words! Annoyed, angry, and frightened as I was, I chose to venture outside my hotel room door. At first I didn't want to admit it, but getting out on my own wasn't nearly as terrifying as I'd been telling myself it would be. I met a lot of people. Everybody had stories to tell. A lot of very capable people had been afraid, too, but had chosen to keep moving. Listening to them, it was hard for me to believe they'd ever been as scared as me; they were so sure of themselves. If they could take care of themselves, maybe I could, too. I attended seminars about tools to open the world of computers to me. I met with other blind parents. I went for a walk to a local restaurant with another blind person and got thoroughly soaked in a downpour! And my son, who had come to the convention to guide his blind mother, was out enjoying activities with youth his own age. Some of them were sighted children of other blind people at the convention. He began to understand that he need not spend his life taking care of me. His aspirations need not be limited by my blindness. When I arrived in Orlando, I thought about how the initials NFB could stand for "Nancy Fears Blindness." That's still true sometimes, but I know those initials could also stand for "Nancy has Faith and Big dreams." The South Burnaby settlement house approved my grant application. When I got home from the convention, I got busy taking the ideas, and most of all, the spirit I gained from the convention and created an event called "Burnaby Blind Connections." On September 6, 2013, more than fifty blind people, along with families and friends, gathered at the Maywood Community School. A host of volunteers and community organizations were there to help other blind people know what help is available and how to advocate for services that aren't there but should be. My experiences with CFB and the NFB convention have convinced me of how important it is to give back. If I can help just one person break through denial and face blindness with hope and optimism, then my painful journey will have been worth it because others will not have to repeat it. Reflections By Maria Kovacs Today, I sit here and ponder about my past. Being sighted for forty years and then having no sight, was probably the most difficult thing I have had to endure. As the days, months and years went by, things became much better for me. So many decisions had to be made. One of those decisions was: Do I want to sink or swim? The answer to this question was simple. I am a survivor and failure is not in my vocabulary. I was a perfectionist and quitting would have killed me. So, what was staring me in the face was to move forward and to try to do my best with the hand of cards dealt to me. I had to learn cane mobility. To me, this was very difficult. So, what kind of decision did I need to make now? A guide dog was a great solution for my mobility. This dog gave me the independence I could never imagine and lots of love, but the most important thing, I felt, was that my children would now have a pet. So, this amazing animal was great in all of our eyes. So, off I went to get a guide dog in California. I got there and my fears were extremely high. A new place, and this, only two years since I went blind. How could I be so crazy to think I could do this and be successful at it? The answer is simple. I loved my stay in California and was given a wonderful dog named Benicia. So now, I had done what I thought the impossible: I had learned cane mobility, went to get a guide dog, and came home in a plane all by myself. So, life was now showing me that only if I didn't want to survive, only then, I wouldn't. The adjustment from sight to no sight was not by any means a picnic, but if one wants to swim, instead of sink, it's very much possible. My life is now very different than it was, but it is full and there's never a dull moment. Who said blindness is boring? To me, it's an everyday learning experience. Each and every day that comes by is a new learning day, and eighty percent of the time is very much successful. For those who read my story, I can say there is much more to it than I am sharing. Blindness is not in any means an easy disability to handle, but it is up to the individual to make the best of it and move forward. Putting yourself under a rock is never good for anyone. If I fall down, I dust myself, and try again. Life is much too short and should not be taken for granted. My advice to anyone who cares to listen is this: My friends, take one day at a time and make the best of it. Blindness may be hard and almost feel like the world has fallen from us, but by no means is it the end of the world, if one reaches out and moves forward. I love life and try to do everything I know I can do. I garden, walk, hike, attend a gym, take part in many different organizations as a volunteer, and last but not least, I love my life! Light on the Path Towards Independence: My Empowering Experiences at the NFB of Washington 2013 State Convention By Heidi Propp Editor's note: This is a superb account of attending a National Federation of the Blind (NFB) convention. It shows the value of mentors and why NFB conventions are so beneficial. At 35 years old, this is only Heidi's second time travelling independently. It's obvious from her story that she learned some very valuable lessons and gained confidence along the way. This is a very informative mentoring piece. On November 18, 2013, it was an honour for me to be one of the Canadian Federation of the Blind (CFB) representatives at the National Federation of the Blind (NFB) of Washington convention in Everett. The NFB is a sister organization to the CFB, and is the largest organization of blind people in the United States, consisting of 50,000 members. The CFB and the NFB share a common philosophy: that the real problem of blindness is not lack of eyesight; and, with proper training and opportunity blindness may become merely a nuisance. This creates the positive attitude, that blind people can succeed in life on an equal footing with sighted peers. The NFB has affiliate chapters in every state, each of which meet yearly during statewide conventions to network, showcase new developments of interest to the blind community, learn about a plethora of programs and services, including employment information, and more. I received a myriad of benefits from attending this convention, which still reverberate in my life. I was empowered by the diversity of occupations and the level of independence of the blind Federationists. Every part of the convention was run by visually-impaired or blind people, just like myself. The normalcy of life, complete independence and freedom to move and explore, the pervasive belief that I could do anything I dreamed of permeated the atmosphere and touched me deeply. It is my pleasure to share the empowering events I experienced, not only at the convention, but the excellent mentoring I received while travelling to and from Everett. In my 35 years, this is only my second independent trip without sighted assistance. Even so, my experiences in travelling contrast starkly to that of Ryan Knighton, a blind Canadian author. During a segment of This American Life, he portrayed blindness as being such a crippling disability that it places a blind person in a completely different physical reality; one so different, in fact, that he spent 14 minutes on the show bemoaning the difficulties he had trying to find the phone in his hotel room. The episode may be found at: http://www.thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/464/invisible-made­visible?act=0 As you listen, compare his disempowering words with the much brighter reality seen in the Federation. With proper training, travelling independently could become possible for more blind Canadians. The convention took place over two days, November 18 - 19. I travelled from Victoria, B.C. with my friend and mentor Elizabeth Lalonde. We met at the Swartz Bay ferry terminal for the 9 a.m. sailing to Vancouver. We independently walked aboard the vessel as regular foot passengers. Boarding ramps were very easy to follow, alongside the handrails. Once aboard, we explored and found the nearby entrance to the passenger decks. After purchasing our Pacific Coach Line tickets to the Vancouver bus depot, we followed our sense of smell and found the buffet serving breakfast. In line, I determined the position of the person ahead of me by gently resting my cane tip on the very edge of the person's heal or suitcase. When I no longer felt that slight contact through my cane tip, I knew that the person had moved ahead in line, giving me the cue to move forward. After purchasing breakfast, we carried our trays to a table independently. My tray rested securely on my left hip, the fingers of my left hand clasping its edge. I used my cane in my right hand to navigate my surroundings. At the end of the voyage, we travelled to the lower decks and boarded our bus. In transit, I researched Amtrak fares and schedules on my iPhone for our return journey. As I am totally blind, I use the iPhone's built-in screen reader, VoiceOver. It was my first experience using public WiFi on the road. We soon disembarked at the Vancouver bus depot. With the aid of an iPhone app called BlindSquare, an accessible GPS program, we found the location of a nearby Tim Hortons. BlindSquare allowed us to become quickly acquainted with a new area by displaying streets and businesses around us. On our way, we met and followed another woman who was also going there for lunch. After finishing a tasty meal, we headed back to the depot independently in plenty of time for our 2 p.m. Greyhound bus headed to Everett. We arrived at the Everett depot without incident at 5 p.m. The Holiday Inn, the site of the convention, sent a shuttle to pick us up. Upon arrival at the Inn, we established room arrangements and collected our room keycode cards. Each card has a tactile tab on top that can be used to orient it in the correct position before swiping to unlock the door. I would be rooming with CFB president, Mary Ellen Gabias, and her daughter, Joanne. As Elizabeth and I walked up to our rooms, I was immediately impressed by the widespread adoption of Braille to denote room and floor numbers, as well as what each button did in the elevators. The availability of Braille greatly facilitated my independence and exploration of the hotel. I later learned that all hotels in the US are required by law to use Braille in this manner. To get a picture of how a lack of Braille in a large building can greatly hinder our independent travel, picture trying to navigate a seven-story hotel with no signage or placards at all. Imagine no room numbers, and elevators full of mysterious panels of buttons framed by blank plastic. To be sure, there are alternative techniques that can be used in such situations, intuition being a big help. But, Braille makes navigation much easier. On our way up, Elizabeth showed me where on the walls the Braille numbers were located. Upon reaching my room, we smiled and parted ways, she to meet her own roommate on the 5th floor. As my roommates were occupied downstairs, I was free to completely explore the room on my own and get unpacked. I found where the facilities and the phones were. Mary Ellen and Joanne came up just before dinner at 7 p.m. I was introduced to Joanne and we headed down to the hotel ballroom for dinner. After meeting many new people and eating an excellent meal, I decided that I would walk up to my room independently and finish unpacking before I met with friends in the lounge downstairs. Although the ballroom was located at the end of a long, carpeted hallway, it was an easy walk back to the elevators with just a couple turns along the way. When I arrived at the 7th floor, I walked forward and read the first room number I came across with my left hand. Knowing that even and odd room numbers were on opposite sides of the hall, my finger brushed an even number, indicating that I should cross the hall to the side corresponding to my odd numbered room. I walked for a ways until I estimated I was close to my room, then read the Braille numbers until I found it. On my way back to the lobby, I discovered that if I listened for an open space with a vending machine close by, I would find the elevator door at hand. I found my friends in the lobby and we made our way to the lounge. After a great night of conversation and meeting new people, I travelled back to my room independently. When I got off the elevator, I walked in what I thought was the 20 The Blind Canadian direction to my room. I reached out and read "539" adjacent to a room. Knowing that I had accidentally got out on the wrong floor, I knew I could backtrack to the elevator by listening for the area with open space and nearby vending machine. After a bit of exploration, I found the elevator and got off at the 7th floor and found my room without a hitch. This incident exemplifies the fact that getting lost is not necessarily a bad thing. It gave me the opportunity to explore, and once I found the solution on my own, it gave me greater confidence. In the morning, I independently travelled to the Pacific Grill and Lounge to meet some friends for breakfast. Afterwards, I went to the registration table to pay for my registration, then headed to the ballroom for the day's general meeting, in which all attendees took part. The convention's theme was "Seizing Today and Planning for Tomorrow". I was amazed at the depth and breadth of services available to blind residents of Washington state, aimed at helping them succeed in education and employment. Examples include the partnership of the NFB with the Seattle public schools to facilitate the success of blind students; the Department of Services for the Blind; the Washington Talking Book and Braille Library; and the Seattle Lighthouse for the Blind, which focuses on increasing job opportunities and employment skills. For me, the highlight of the day was listening to the experiences of Debby Philips, a recent graduate of the Colorado Center for the Blind, a nine-month intensive independent travel, employment readiness, and daily living skills program. It is my desire to attend the Colorado Center to greatly enhance my own independence, then bring back what I learn to Canada. I was amazed at how drastically the training had altered Debby's life. She had been living in a rural area with few travel skills and fewer ways to independently travel about the community, resulting in isolation. She emerged from Colorado with the skills and confidence to travel around town or move to another city on her own and find employment in her dream job. After lunch, Elizabeth, Mary Ellen, Gail Copp and Oriano Belusic (fellow CFB members) and myself gave a presentation introducing the CFB. I discussed the reasons why I wish to attend the Colorado Center for the Blind, and was deeply touched by the positive reactions and support we received. After the general session ended, I went upstairs to get ready for the evening banquet. Before 7 p.m., I made my way back to the ballroom, found a seat and mingled and enjoyed a wonderful meal. Dr. Marc Maurer, NFB national president for many years, gave a very inspirational banquet speech following the meal. A key point that stood out for me is that training centres, like Colorado, teach not only the skills needed for a successful life, but they also teach "independence of spirit", which gives students the confidence to strive for their dreams and promotes self-respect together with a striving for independence throughout life. During my stay at Everett, I was struck by the wide variety of professions and hobbies in which blind Americans participated. I heard about or met people working in the sciences, as teachers, doctors, lawyers, software developers, technologists, trainers, librarians, and even an amateur mechanic or two. This knowledge proves that with the right training and opportunity, blindness is no obstacle to success. It need not be the one variable that defines who we are and what we can accomplish in life. In Canada, given that over 85 percent of blind people remain unemployed and in poverty, the dream of limitless possibilities still has a ways to go. Inspired and energized by the banquet, I went to my room to pack for the next day's trip back to Victoria. At home, I would have been told to sit down while my family packed my belongings for me. I reveled in the opportunity to do this basic task for myself without any assistance. I was able to locate and pack away in my rolling suitcase everything I brought with me without difficulty. The next morning, Oriano, Elizabeth, Gail and I met up for breakfast and took the shuttle to the depot three blocks away. Our itinerary included taking the 8 a.m. Amtrak train to Vancouver and then catching the Pacific Coach Lines bus to the ferry. After we purchased our tickets, we boarded the train independently. On the train, I discovered onboard WiFi. I connected to the network and launched BlindSquare, in hopes that I would be notified of special locations as we rode by. My experience with BlindSquare greatly exceeded my expectations. I was notified of the name of each city and town as we travelled through them. I was constantly updated on nearby stores, hiking trails, bays, beaches and more. I was told the direction and distance from my position to each location. For example, I received information on Chuckanut Bay and Mud Bay as we rode by. I was given latitudes and longitudes, so I knew exactly when we crossed the Canadian/American border. 22 The Blind Canadian The experience was very much akin to what a sighted person would see when looking out of the train's windows. It gave me a mental map of the land as we travelled. As we passed through customs, we learned that declaration forms were not available in Braille or other accessible formats. Fortunately, we were able to answer all questions orally. As we approached the Vancouver depot, I learned how to independently travel within and between the train cars as we made our way to the outside doors. This was my first time travelling aboard a train. We arrived at the Vancouver depot without a hitch. After a stop-over for lunch, Elizabeth, Oriano and I boarded our final bus, taking us to the ferry. Aboard ship, I was given the opportunity to explore and find the cafeteria so that I could get some supper. Using my sense of smell and a little help, I found the cafeteria and purchased my meal. After finishing, I explored and hooked up with my friends for the final leg of the journey. Elizabeth's parents graciously offered to drive me home. On the way, we told stories of our experiences and the things we had learned. On the whole, my convention represented a taste of complete independence and freedom, similar to what I would receive at a training centre, like Colorado. I enjoyed it immensely, making the most of every moment. Contrast this with the words of Ryan Knighton, who insisted that blindness is such a terrible tragedy, that it prevented him from completing such basic tasks as exploring his own hotel room. Help Blind Canadians by Donating Aeroplan Miles The Canadian Federation of the Blind (CFB) will use donated miles to fly blind Canadians to the next NFB Blindness Convention. This unique week-long gathering of over 3,000 blind people from around the world is an exceptional educational and mentoring experience. There is no comparable opportunity that offers the blind so much in such an intensive and compact session. Those who have had a chance to attend in the past consider it life-changing. Many blind Canadians are isolated and do not come in contact with other blind people in their daily lives. What's more, many blind people lack confidence, blindness-specific skills and information. To meet and be mentored by blind people who are positive, capable and successful is the best way for any blind person to learn about blindness and one's own potential. In addition, numerous blindness-related supports are offered, including hands-on demonstrations of the latest blindness technologies, resources and aids. Blind speakers hold talks on topics of accomplishments, education and rehabilitation, Braille, employment, cane travel, independence, advocacy and inspiration. The convention is held annually in a large North American city. The most favorable accommodation rates are provided, along with good transportation links to enable as many blind participants as possible to attend. The Canadian Federation of the Blind is truly trying to change what it means to be blind. We feel strongly that enabling blind people to participate in this extraordinarily positive and inspirational convention is the best way to maximize their chance for a better life. Please help us raise the miles necessary so that more blind Canadians may benefit. Also, if you know of anyone who may be interested in contributing to this cause, please let them know about this Aeroplan charitable pooling initiative. Thank you for your support! To donate Aeroplan miles, please go to: http://beyondmiles.aeroplan.com/eng/partners/546 The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind Blind People in Charge on Vancouver Island By Elizabeth Lalonde The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind (PTCB) launches demonstration project in Victoria, B.C. and Nanaimo, B.C. “Blind people empowering blind people to be employed, independent and free.” The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind (PTCB), is a nonprofit service organization based in British Columbia. In January 2014, PTCB received a grant from the BC Ministry of Social Development and Social Innovation and the Disability Without Poverty Network, to teach employment skills to blind adults in Victoria, BC, and Nanaimo, BC, who are receiving disability assistance benefits. This two-day-per-week program, known as 'Blind People in Charge', teaches blind adults independence and blindness-specific employment skills, such as Braille, adaptive technology, cane travel, confidence-building, bus transportation, resume writing and interview skills, cooking, life skills, and most importantly, a positive perspective on blindness. The Blind People In Charge Program teaches using a strength-based experiential model, known as structured discovery, an empowering, problem-solving approach to gain skills, where the learner takes charge of the experience and learns by doing. Instead of simply memorizing travel routes (the traditional method of teaching blind people “orientation and mobility”), the blind person learns to decipher clues and landmarks in the environment, such as texture changes on the ground, the feel of the sun, and the directional sound of traffic, to judge his or her location. Another component of this method involves wearing a blindfold or sleepshades, if one has any residual vision. This allows the person to focus on learning nonvisual skills, without the often detrimental distraction of the weakest sense. Once the individual develops confidence with these nonvisual skills, the residual vision then becomes an augment to their skills, instead of the main sense on which they rely. As well as cane travel, participants in the Blind People In Charge Program take part in recreational and community events, go on excursions, learn to cook, read Braille, and hold regular discussions about issues related to blindness, the abilities of blind people, and how to cope with blindness in a positive and productive way. Ultimately, participants of the program become mentors themselves and share with newer participants the skills, knowledge and positive perspectives they have learned. Program participants take on activities that encourage them to get involved in the community and leaders work with participants to develop employment plans and find job internships. “The unemployment rate among blind adults is unacceptably high,” said Elizabeth Lalonde, Director of the Pacific Training Centre for the Blind. “This funding will go a long way towards giving employment opportunities for people that desperately want to be included in the workforce. This will, in turn, create opportunities for others in the future.” It is Lalonde's belief that if blind adults can learn skills that allow them to compete in a workforce dominated by the sighted, it will help break down barriers that exist due to commonly-held misconceptions that blind people are helpless. “The simple truth is that blind people are not helpless. A blind person can do pretty much anything anyone else can. All they need is the right training and the opportunity,” said Lalonde. Two of the participants are no longer using BC Transit's 'HandyDart' service and are coming to and from the program independently using the bus. Others are working towards this goal. All participants are learning to walk independently with their long white canes without using a sighted guide, and demonstrate a growing confidence to move around their surroundings on their own. One participant, who has lived in a group home for most of his life, is learning some basic skills, such as how to pour liquids, make a bed, and cut his own food - things that well-meaning, but overprotective sighted people have always done for him. Many program participants have engaged in planning complex meals, grocery shopping, cleaning, and have prepared dishes, such as honey lime chicken and mashed potatoes, stir fries, peanut butter chocolate squares, corn bread and more. One participant said that she is now motivated to go grocery shopping on her own, even though she knew her parents didn't think she could do this. In fact, her father wanted to go with her and follow her around the store. “I knew [grocery shopping] would be a hugely valuable skill-building exercise. I'd never travelled on my own anywhere near this strip mall before. I did it to build my own skills and confidence,” she said. “I have to look at this experience in a positive way: at least my parents now know I can shop on my own, to one degree or another, which is a small but encouraging step forward.” “I had such a wonderful time today,” said another participant. “It felt so good to be engaged in conversation and be part of a group of common goals, but also individual strengths. Walking to the bus stop, I felt like I was walking a little taller and holding my head a little higher.” “Being in this program, I feel like I am expanding,” said yet another participant. “I feel like I am open to new things.” The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind was one of only 12 groups identified by the Disability Without Poverty Network to deliver services to its intended audience, adults in BC currently receiving disability assistance benefits. The Blind People in Charge Program accepts participants on a continuous intake basis. Interested blind and partially-blind people in Victoria and Nanaimo should contact the Pacific Training Centre for the Blind via its website at www.PacificTrainingCentre.ca, by email at info@PacificTrainingCentre.ca, or by phone at 250-590-9048. ABOUT THE PACIFIC TRAINING CENTRE FOR THE BLIND The Pacific Training Centre for the Blind is a non-profit Canadian service organization, founded and run by blind people. It is a registered charity and can provide tax deductible receipts for donations. Started in 2011, the centre provides services and programs based on a positive and empowering philosophy of blindness. Project leaders instill a belief in blind people's own capabilities and in the limitless possibilities open to them, with a non-custodial approach (ie: It is not about sighted people doing things for the blind; it is about blind people doing things for themselves. And, it is about blind teachers working with blind students to increase skills and confidence.) The Blind People In Charge Program is the first step towards building a much-needed intensive, blindness immersion training program in BC, and in fact, all of Canada. The full intensive program will be similar to the highly successful National Federation of the Blind (NFB) residential-style centres in Louisiana, Minnesota and Colorado, where 80 per cent of graduates find employment or pursue post-secondary education that leads to employment (National Federation of the Blind), and where centre graduates earn on average $11,000 more per year than people who have not graduated from a centre (Louisiana Tech Institute on Blindness, 2011). Louisiana Center for the Blind www.lcb-ruston.com Colorado Center for the Blind www.cocenter.org Blind Inc., Minnesota www.blindinc.org My Panterra Eco Cruise By Erin Lacharity Editor's note: In 2009, Erin graduated from the University of Victoria with a bachelor's degree in Women's Studies. This accomplishment was celebrated in February 2014 by Erin and her parents. Below is her story, based on her trip blog. My name is Erin and I am 34 years old. It wouldn't be so extraordinary that I'm writing this, until you understand that when I was born at 20 weeks, I only weighed 1 pound 4 ounces, ending up at 15 ounces during my very early entrance into this world. Had it not been for the extreme perseverance of my mother, and the amazing medical team headed by Victoria pediatrician, Dr. Jagdis, I would not have survived much beyond birth. Not only did I require regular blood transfusions from my mom, I also required open heart surgery. Because I was so premature, I required continuous oxygen to stay alive, which caused retinopathy of prematurity. Although I had multiple surgeries, eyesight was not going to be for me. But, look at me now! It is hard for sighted people to understand day to day challenges of a vision-impaired or blind individual, but when you are dealt these cards, you deal with it. Learning landmarks, such as differences in textures of poured concrete or the neighbour's stepping stones, guide me to my location. It is a world where tactile surfaces determine whether you are looking at a picture of a whale or a boat. Vision is a gift. However, it isn't required to live life fully and I am here to tell you the world of the blind can be just as fulfilling as that of a sighted person. I struggled through grade school and eventually entered college and then university. I recently graduated from the University of Victoria with a bachelor's degree in Women's Studies. Because I completed university, my parents offered a trip of my choice and when I heard about the Panterra Eco Cruise, I knew it was for me. Welcome to Cabo! My arrival to Mexico was unbelievable - leaving Victoria, BC, in the winter and now, here in Cabo, enjoying 80 degrees and sunny skies. The mood is high energy. Vendors are everywhere, trying to sell everything from t-shirts to timeshares. Restaurants offer their specials and margaritas for “happy hour”, which seems to last from 11 a.m. until 10 p.m.! But, it is exciting. The marina is full of boats, some of them private yachts and many offer fishing and sightseeing charters. And, lions! Well, lion cubs. One of the area zoos offers pictures with lion cubs to raise money. Yep, I have the picture! My mom and I take the opportunity to hold this baby lion cub! He is so cute, but he seems uncomfortable in our arms. It is as if he's had too many hands and arms holding him and he just wants to sleep in peace. There are many pictures taken. I am surprised at how coarse his fur is. His tail is long and he is limp in my arms from sleeping, yet he's restless. He would rather be free! This was a memorable experience for us. I find myself appreciating wildlife more. As for the terrain! Well, let's just say if you plan on navigating yourself around the streets of Cabo…don't try it alone! Home in Canada, we complain if there's a little bump in the sidewalk. Down here, there may not be a sidewalk, or if there is, it suddenly becomes 3 feet higher, or a big tree is in the middle of it, or maybe there's a huge gaping hole, followed by an old car, forcing you to walk on the street! Dolphins! The day before we are to leave for La Paz, we are surprised with a visit from Lela. She meets us at the hotel with her friend Angelica, who is going to be my best friend for the cruise. “What is your favourite sea animal?” Lela asks. “Dolphins,” I answer. All I was told that morning was to put my swimsuit on. After a drive to San Jose del Cabo, we all climb out of the car and head out to a trail where the sound of surf and dolphins are heard. We listen and watch in awe as dolphins swim and play. We follow Lela to the docks and she gives us the surprise of a lifetime! We are going to swim with the dolphins! We get our wetsuits on and head further down the docks toward the enclosure where the baby dolphins are. We were taught a few signals for the dolphins, to get them to kiss, shake hands, hug, and hold. We enter the water which is cold at first, but after a few minutes I am used to it. The baby dolphin that I am to touch is called Barlam. She is the first dolphin born at Dolphin Discovery Mexico and her name means firstborn. When I touch Barlam for the first time, she is soft yet solid like hard rubber. Her skin has many scars due to sibling rivalry from the other young dolphins in the enclosure. Despite this, she is a beautiful animal! When her small fins touch my hands, I am overwhelmed by her sweetness and innocence. I begin to feel a love for nature that is deeper than I have known. Like a flame rising, it fills me with each encounter with Barlam, and later, with Aryal. The feel of Barlam's tiny nose on my cheek is thrilling and cute beyond words! After visiting with Barlam, we head to the bigger enclosure where the adult females are. Aryal is the dolphin that I hug and hold. She is innocent too. She seems restless though, in my arms. I push her away gently as instructed. I am thankful for this experience which helps me to connect with the love of nature and appreciate its beauty. The food of Mexico is amazing and I cannot get enough. It is a lazy couple of days in Cabo before we check out of our downtown hotel and take a van ride with Manny. On our way to La Paz, we stop at Hotel California in Todos Santos. Yes, we were able to leave! We are now at the marina to board the Adventura, a 125-foot converted supply boat. I like the supplies - 3 types of beer on tap and margaritas made by Joel! Joel also made up our luxurious staterooms of 24 square feet during the trip. Aboard Adventure The cruise on the boat is here! We board the boat around 6 p.m. on Thursday, February 27. When I am settled into my stateroom and unpacked, I am offered a margarita by Angie. She is a beautiful and fun person, and becomes a good friend. The food is excellent on the boat. There was tortilla soup, fish tacos, and other meals with a Mexican twist, made by Omar. We have a wonderful evening meeting the other people who will be cruising with us. The next morning arrives and we are off to a 7 a.m. start. We load into the panga boats and head for an excursion around some islands. We eventually end up at a sea lion colony. I hear barking of the lions and feel more connected with nature and more at peace. It is cool and the wind is light on my skin. Many pictures are taken. We return to the boat and then load into the kayaks. Angie and I kayak to where the sea lions are. It is surreal and amazing to hear them swim and bark just feet away! This same island is also home to many birds, including the brown-footed booby and the blue-footed booby. OK, who named these birds boobies? On the tops of the island there is a mountain of bird guano. I find it fascinating and slightly gross that a mountain of bird crap is on this island. From a distance, it looks like snow! I imagine a Christmas tree-shaped structure and the birds perch on it. After this excursion, we go to the boat and cruise to an island where only 5 families live. They have been living here since 1923, fishing and trading their goods with the mainland. There are many things to see on this tiny island, such as an old mausoleum, erected to honour family members who died there. They had also collected many different species of clam shells, which felt soft yet solid. There is a beautiful Labrador dog, named Luna. She followed us everywhere. She is so sweet tempered and excited to be near new people. Her tail wags excitedly when we give her attention. Many cactus and other plants live on this island, named Parida. Snorkeling for the First Time We travel back to the sea lion colony for a more intimate visit. First, I go kayaking with Angie, then the new challenge is snorkeling. Angie and I go over how to put the mask on and how to put the snorkel in my mouth. After this, we pull our wetsuits on. I am pleasantly surprised and loving how hot-looking I feel in mine! It holds me in and I feel 10 pounds lighter! Other people, including my mom and dad, are jumping off the back of the boat to snorkel around the island. Angie and I go into the panga and are taken to shore. I put on the mask. It feels as though I am suffocating, but I know I'm not, because when I put the snorkel into my mouth and breathe, I feel safe and calm. When I breathe slowly, I feel calmer. I feel Angie holding onto my suit and I am calmer still, because I know that there is someone there if I have a problem. I must concentrate on only breathing through my mouth. It is not as easy as it looks, because several times, water comes into my mask and I have to clear it. I glory in my new found freedom of being able to breathe underwater! We try snorkeling a few more times in the shallows. I touch all kinds of sea plants, rocks and mossy plants. I am astonished at how alive everything is in the warm water. I am amazed at how free and alive I feel. When I return to the boat, Lela asks me in front of everyone having their lunch, “How was your first snorkeling experience?" I answer, "It was (&%$#*&) awesome!" 30 The Blind Canadian Everyone fell into raucous laughter at my blunt expression! Whale Sharks The whale sharks are a wonderful experience as well. Whale sharks are the largest fish in the world and they give birth to half their school live and the rest are eggs. They are docile, but are indeed, giants of the fish! We are fortunate to have Deni on board today, a marine biologist who specializes in whale sharks. We all load into the pangas after Deni's presentation, hoping to find one of these magnificent creatures! Off in the distance we see a fin, and upon closer investigation, it is in fact, a whale shark. It's a mad rush to get into the water. Whale sharks travel at approximately 5 km per hour, but that is difficult to catch up to, when you are snorkeling. The panga creeps ahead of the whale shark and the order is made, "Jump and swim! Swim!" I know I must swim fast to try to catch up to the mammoth monster of the deep! When I get onto the edge of the panga, I am surprised at a gripping fear that holds me back from jumping into the cool water with snorkel and fins at the ready. I tremble and feel completely out of control, out of my comfort zone, yet I know I must conquer it. "I don't have any balance!" I cry to myself, as I feel Angie encouraging me to jump, by pulling gently on my legs. Finally, I become more confident. You can trust Angie and yourself and you're not falling hundreds of feet. Finally, I do it! It feels exhilarating to overcome the fear and trepidation of letting myself fall off a moving boat into the water. There are no sounds of birds today, just a silence that captivates me by its vastness! As I snorkel, I am awed by the presence of this gigantic shark that makes this silence so eerie and arresting. I concentrate on my breathing and try to swim fast. When I snorkel under the water, the silence is deeper, as is the presence of the whale shark. I swim hard to try to catch up! I finally surface. I still feel the presence of the whale shark. I can hear other snorkelers swimming and talking. We all climb back into the pangas and head back to Adventure. We are all in awe by this experience! It has been a trip highlight!! The Last Day Aboard Adventure The last day on the boat dawns beautiful, but slightly chilly. During breakfast, David excitedly announces that there is a whale at the bow of the boat! We all rush to the front outer deck to catch the show with our Nikons and iPhone cameras! We, then, load into the pangas and madly catch up with it, so we can witness it surface for air. It is a blue whale, the biggest whale in the world! We are all ecstatic to see this beautiful creature give us a show only 2 to 5 feet away from the side of the pangas! We come back to the boat and pack up for the trip into La Paz. It was a glorious send off from the Sea of Cortez, in Mexico! La Paz and Carnival The trip into La Paz is long, but exciting, because it is the last night of the carnival for the season of Lent. As we arrive into town, we can hear music everywhere! Thousands The Blind Canadian 31 of people arrive for the festivities. I cannot believe how much positive energy there is in the air. I've witnessed a lot of parades and fairs, but this one tops them all with electric energy, like a young heart, pulsing throughout the city of La Paz! It is a fun night of revelry and good food. Later, I try to sleep, but partying goes long into the night. Miss Carima and the Little Punk Whale watching is on the agenda for the last day of this amazing Panterra adventure. We load into vans for a 2 to 3 hour trek to Magdalena Bay. We arrive and load into a much larger panga than I am used to. Oh, but joy! The leather seats are quite comfortable. Before heading out into the open water of the bay, we take a tour through a mangrove and view many varieties of beautiful birds. Off we go out into the open water, wind flying through my hair. At one point, Angie says, "Put your arms up in the air, girl! We're flying!" I giggle with pleasure over the ever-present electric energy that is Angie, who has worked so hard to make this such a memorable trip! When we spot Miss Carima and her baby, we are again ecstatic! She is a majestic grey whale, with her weeks-old baby in tow. The cameras and my iPhone with Bosjock, a recording app, come out to record the sounds of Miss Carima and her little one coming up for air. Exhaling from their blowholes sounds like peace to me. The connection with nature I've had during the trip, comes flooding back. It is breathtakingly beautiful and beyond compare, to imagine a big grey whale swimming with a much smaller one beside her! I am once again overwhelmed by the majesty that these animals have in the ocean. After an hour and a half, we stop for lunch at a seaside village, inhabited with, maybe, 50 people. Their remoteness is exemplified by pictures, showing vehicles which were carried from the mainland to the island on pangas tied together. We are served breaded shrimp and other delicious foods and a beer to wash it down! We go out for another hour and meet Monica, a lone grey whale, who may be sick due to a skin infection. She is as beautiful as the other whales. It is Monica that I want to reach out and touch, but I settle for her gentle blowing sounds. At the end of this excursion, my cup of happiness is overflowing! When we come back, a group of dolphins are spotted. They surround our panga. One even surfaces near me! It is as if they're saying, "Goodbye. See you next time! We love you!" Experiencing these whales, and all the other creatures, reminds me they aren't any different than us humans. If it wasn't for my mom's nurturing, I wouldn't be here today, and I now see the relationship is just the same in the wild. Panterra has offered me a close up experience that I will never forget. Thanks mom and dad for helping me to fulfill this amazing dream. 32 The Blind Canadian On the Buses in Victoria By Doris Belusic Come with me for a bus trip. Be a little bug on my shoulder. Incognito. Keep your eyes and ears wide open. Learn what it's like to be a blind transit user in Victoria, B.C. But please, no swearing. I am waiting for my bus at the multi-bus stop zone downtown on Fort Street, just around the corner from Douglas Street. I am not exactly sure where to stand - the area designated for people to wait for buses is a long expanse of sidewalk. The buses pull in anywhere along this bus stop. The area is busy with bus shelters, garbage cans, sign posts and people. A bus pulls in. I make my way to the door of the bus. I ask the driver the bus number. It's not mine. This stop can accommodate three or four buses in a row at once. Often, buses pull in behind the first. The motors are loud. I cannot hear when other buses pull in further down the curb. And, those buses behind, usually leave from behind. It's easy to miss or be missed by the bus you want. One day, I waited for my bus in the rain. I always keep my white cane visible. Twice in a row, the bus I wanted did not stop where I was standing – by the bus stop sign and shelter. Instead, the bus pulled in and left from further down the curb, behind other buses. A sighted person informed me when I asked about my bus number. Sometimes sighted people tell me the bus numbers as the buses come. Other times, I guess where and when a bus arrives, then move with my white cane along the curb edge, between things and people, to the hopeful, right location. It's often a guessing game. It would help if buses exit sequentially from the top or a “yellow zone” of a multi-bus stop zone, like they do in some large cities of the world. That way, people would know where to stand to catch the bus, since each bus would move forward to the top of the queue or touch a “yellow zone” before exiting. I board my bus and ask the driver to call out my stop, please. The next challenge is finding a seat. Each bus has different seat configurations, so seat locations or sitting directions are not a given. Transit riders are helpful and often tell me where there's an empty seat. I sit. We're on our way. There are no cues telling me the route or the streets we pass. It's a good thing I am heading somewhere I go often, so I know the route the bus takes. But, I cannot see when I get to my destination. Here is where a call out by the bus driver is crucial. As I sit in my seat, I wonder if this driver will remember to call out my stop – or forget. My mind is vigilant. I don't relax. I don't want to pass my stop. A driver's memory lapse is all it takes to have me go zooming past it. Imagine the frustration, difficulty and time spent by a blind person after a missed call out, not to mention the slap on dignity and confidence. In my experience, the drivers frequently forget to call out requested stops. I have heard many similar stories from other blind transit users - capable blind travellers, who just need a reliable call out. It is my vigilance that allows me to know where the bus is. When I think my stop is close, I sometimes clamber up the aisle of the moving bus to ask the driver our whereabouts - or, I'll ask a sighted rider. If I happen to change my mind and decide to get off the bus early during the trip, I am out of luck to know where along the route the bus is. Maybe I want to get off early to walk the rest of the way for exercise, or maybe, to stop at a store. But, not knowing where the bus is along its route poses a problem. In a modern society like ours, transit accessibility for the disabled is a right. This includes the blind. We are tax-payers like other citizens. Bus ramps and kneeling floors make buses accessible to those with mobility disabilities. People with wheelchairs, walkers, rolling suitcases and baby strollers benefit. And, bicycle racks are on the front of each bus for cyclists. It's the visually impaired and blind who are left behind. Not long ago, I got on a bus and asked the driver to call my stop, please. The driver responded by telling me to remind him. I wondered how and when I'd do that from my seat mid-way back in the bus. The situation on the buses is different on each bus route and at differing times of the day. Often the buses are full of people standing, making communication with the driver more difficult. I wonder about the many people in our community with severe vision limitations, who are not easily identifiable as visually impaired. Nine out of ten visually-impaired Victorians do not even use a white cane or guide dog. This time, the driver calls out my stop. I get up and leave with the usual thank you to the driver. Victoria is popular as a senior's retirement city. It is also widely known for its tourism industry. Canadian cities, like Vancouver and Ottawa, and many other North American The Blind Canadian 35 cities, have installed automated annunciation systems onboard their transit buses, which call out all stops. An automated annunciation system would benefit everyone. B.C. Transit needs to recognize the inaccessibility of its transit service, and, the importance of providing good service to all its users. Breaking Down Barriers: Blazing a Trail Towards an Accessible World Wide Web By Heidi Propp As the Internet evolves and becomes more deeply embedded in all of our lives, it is even more imperative today that blind and visually-impaired people not be shut out of the Information Age simply because they cannot see a computer screen. Now, more than ever, the Internet is the gateway to education and prosperity. The plethora of accessibility standards, solutions, validation tools and accessibility consultants enables your website to be accessible to everyone with some small design changes According to the World Health Organization, an estimated 285 million people worldwide are blind or visually impaired, of which approximately 1 million currently reside in Canada. As our population ages, these figures are projected to increase in the future due to age-related eye conditions such as age-related macular degeneration, diabetic retinopathy and glaucoma. As do most Canadians, millions of blind and visually-impaired people integrate the World Wide Web into their daily lives: shopping, banking, doing business, learning, socializing, trip planning, and so much more. Those with low vision have an extensive array of tools to make reading text on the computer easier. These include dedicated software magnifiers such as ZoomText, customizable cascading style sheets that provide improved color contrast, enlarged fonts, and zoom features built into many Web browsers. However, not all text or images enlarge well and can appear broken, unclear or blurry. Enlarged graphics can become blocky and pixilated. Sites designed with low contrasting colors, such as blue links on a black background, are very difficult to read, making it unclear as to which text is a link and what is not. Blind and very low-vision computer users take advantage of free and commercial screen readers, software applications that can identify text output, window elements and controls, documents, Web pages and more, then present that information via synthesized speech or Braille to the user. These tools give blind people unprecedented access to information, shopping and business opportunities. However, many barriers, such as unlabeled images, inaccessible captchas, image maps with poorly named links (or links with no associated text at all) can quickly make a website difficult or impossible to use. These barriers to access, and others like them, may be overcome by implementing a few key website design changes that will make your site more accessible to a substantially greater global audience. Equal access to the Web gives blind and visually-impaired Canadians the keys they need to participate in the social and economic life of a society on an equal footing with their sighted peers. To a great extent, blind Canadians use the Web as their main portal for accessing all kinds of information unavailable in the physical world, such as reading books, news, travel information, research, looking up phone numbers or recipes, learning about new hobbies, and so much more. In many instances, shopping on the Web is much easier than visiting a local store and shopping with the assistance of a sighted person. The UN Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities (2006) recognizes Web accessibility as a basic human right. Increasing your website's accessibility has benefits outside of the visually-impaired demographic. As our population ages, many people will develop age-related impairments such as reduced contrast sensitivity and colour perception, difficulty reading Web pages, and fine motor control that makes it more difficult to use a mouse. Further, mobile Web users experience similar barriers when accessing content on a mobile device. For example, a mobile device may not support MouseOver elements, a common barrier to keyboard users. Some devices do not support Flash, and many mobile users are unwilling to download long or multimedia intensive pages so to save on bandwidth charges. For some complex Websites, such as Audible or Facebook, some blind users take advantage of the mobile version, rather than the main site, while using a desktop PC. Businesses that provide shopping or other paid services will benefit financially from increased accessibility, as conducting business online can be easier than doing the same thing in the physical world. If a blind shopper visits a retail store or business, he or she may first browse the site to get an idea of what is available. Accessibility is even more critical to governmental or financial agencies as more and more citizen participation and financial management is done online. In many cases, blind or visually-impaired individuals may prefer electronic financial information, as it is easier to read and keep records. The Web Accessibility Initiative, organized by the W3C, publishes guidelines that website owners can follow to increase accessibility. The latest guidelines, WCAG 2.0, may be found at http://www.w3.org/TR/2008/REC-WCAG20-20081211/ As mentioned above, low-vision users of your site will find it more useable if high contrast between background and foreground colors is available. If your site's colour scheme cannot be changed, please consider providing a navbar link to a high contrast cascading style sheet. Avoid using small font sizes whenever possible to minimize reading difficulty. If you have an image with text inside it, the text will need to stand out from the background colour. Avoid combinations such as blue links on black backgrounds. To increase compatibility with magnifiers, it is important when sizing elements to specify percentages instead of pixels. To maximize useability for color blind users, it is important not to use color as the sole means of communicating information in an image, Web page element, or a block of text. Although color blindness is a very complex topic, the most common colours affected are red and green. The following design tips will be especially helpful to blind screen reader users. All images should be tagged with an alt attribute, containing a brief description of what the picture looks like. This is not necessary for purely decorative imagery. Mark all major regions of a page, such as article titles, informational sections, or types of goods with heading tags or Aria markup. To make captchas useable, consider providing an audio captcha alternative. For example, the free reCaptcha scripts support dual audio and image captcha formats. To find out more, go to: http://code.google.com/p/recaptcha/wiki/HowToSetUpRecaptcha If your site uses Flash or the new HTML5 canvas tag, either clearly label all controls and elements or provide an optional basic HTML alternative. If your site contains tables, please use the summary attribute to give an overview of the table to make it easier for screen readers to interpret. Associating the header cells with relevant data cells with either the scope or ID attribute will enable a screen reader to read the appropriate header before text within a cell is spoken. If image maps are present on your site, please minimize the use of MouseOvers, instead provide appropriately labeled text-based links, or an accessible alternative comprising of standard HTML links. In regard to HTML forms, it is helpful to describe the purpose of the form, specifying necessary input. If descriptive labels are associated with each form control, a screen reader will speak the type of information being asked for, followed by the type of form control. For example, a well labeled edit field asking users for their postal code will sound like this: "Postal code, edit". A form control may be labeled using the